I am a whore I do confess...

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 03:39:33 GMT

i've learned a few things this week:

choose ur friends and choose them wisely, they'll turn on u quick and even with the wrong information.

people WILL act their age. dont put it past them to be completely childish.

realize what the hell u're doin. things u do affect peoples lives and there are points in time when u cant take it back...

****

so today was a rough day. cried a lot, but also got closer to people i havent talked to in a while. people i miss a lot. me, carly, liz and cayla all went to the wake tonight. we had our moments but we also bonded in a way too, i dunno..i'm weird.

tomorrow me, carly, and brandi r goin to the funeral together..should be another odd day

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 04:23:39 GMT

havent updated in mucho greatness time. lots changed..i dont have a car any more...NICE. lol o and i dont care bout stupid shit any more. so for future reference to all u people, if ur mad at me.. dont think i'm gonna care. if u take ur pathetic time into trying to make me feel bad about something, i feel bad for u. i dont feel bad for the things i do, i feel bad for u becuz u care about it too much. i've spent too much of my time trying to please people. fuck ya'll.

anyways, so i'm lookin for a job. not a strenuous one cuz i'm lazy. lol. i'm thinkin daycares. my mom said it would be good since i'm goin into psychology and all that stuff. cant wait till those days. cant wait till i'm bringin in the bank and i dont have to worry bout whether or nto i should spend my last dollar on a hot 'n spicy mcchicken or not. hehe.

cant wait for these next 3 weeks to go by! hehehehehehehehe. makes me happy just thinkin bout it. unfinished business.

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 03:38:11 GMT

there are so many things that i wish i coud explain to people, but i know i could never make them see things the way i do. i hate my past. i hate what i have made others think about me.....but i cant change ur opinion until u give me another chance.

today i put on some perfume that i havent worn since winter... i immediately got pretty pukey after smellin it becuz of what it reminded me of. it made me think of hunter and to think of hunter is to think of when i completely altered my life, i guess u could say. he was my way of acting out against all the bad stuff that had happened the months before meeting him. i did things with him that were dumb and stupid and uh, no matter what my friends say...they dont know how things were. i wasnt slutty and i wasnt avoidant of my friends. i was just sad for a really long time, took the wrong way out with a wrong guy. i dont know. it really was one of the worst things i've done becuz in no way did it make things better. sure there were those moments where i thought he was the best guy blah blah. but then i know there were those moments where i couldnt help but wonder y that guy wasnt in fuckin therapy. all the horrible shit he said and did to me. yeah i joke about it sometimes now but i never really tell people how much it hurt to have some1 threaten ur life when u thought they cared a lot for u.. i guess thats why i take things so seriously now. i cant take it when a guy i think cares about me says something mean, even if it is a joke. i've been through the real thing, its not cool.

enough bout that, its only a small portion of things that are bothering me today. geez, i gotta find a way to say this without saying names..
k..i'm in deep "like" with some1 and have been ever since the damn moment i saw him. i'm frickin sorry if we both made mistakes (which we did, it wasnt just me). i wish we could let the past go. i need u right now more than i need a lot of things. u make me happy. u dont know how much i hate hearing about u every second from my friends. i get to hear all the lovely shit u do with everybody. its weird tho cuz we were kind of in this same situation before. remember u hated me before? we didnt talk for a really long time and then things got better. why cant we skip the really long time and get better already!? or maybe i should just start treating u like u treat me cuz we know how much u hate that. that night at devins when u came and hugged me and i said dont touch me..didnt u get pretty mad? i guess u got a dose of shit u do to me.

y do i only use my journals to get a point across?

AHHHH...i just need a person right now that will sit down, shut the fuck up, and listen to me.

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 20:16:47 GMT

its sad when fortunes in fortune cookies make u feel like tomorrow might not be so bad.

i miss the tiiiingles.

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 02:06:02 GMT

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

i'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 01:42:47 GMT

ah fuck i was about to post the most personal journal entry ever, then i realized....y the fuck would i want to do that.

fuck my feelings, its not like what i say really matters to those it includes.

fuck my past....becuz no one really cares y i've made the choices i have.

fucky my #1 reason y i'm so fucked up today.

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 23:29:48 GMT

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 00:04:05 GMT

ya'll i think i'm gettin so much better at handling things as i get older. lol. HONESTLY AND TRUELY, i changed a lot and i realize it now..in like small things. liiiiiike i noticed i sleep a lot better when some1 is cuddlin with me, use to..that drove me nuts..i hated when people touched me. i guess i'm finally startin to get over a bad moment i had back in the day. i'm growing up woo hoo. things in the past really dont bother me any more. and i actually understand y i do things, theres actually reasons for my madness. i'm sure if i explained them it still wouldnt justify in any way to other people y i do things, but its helped me. yay. eve if other people think i'm crazy, or a bitch...or a slut or whatever the fuck they say about me..i know i'm not and i know i was just goin through a bad time tryin to in some way fix things that had happened. but u cant fix things..whats happened has happened and i cant change a thing..i can only grow from it.

on another note, i am very pissed off that i got sick yesterday morning. i missed the mother friggin american idol tryouts today. lmao. my mom told me i had to start doin less on the weekends cuz its makin me sick..hahahahaha. i thought that was hilarious. she doesnt even know what i do on the weekends.

******

And when we're face to face
The world just fades away
So take me to the place
It's just you and I
Every single night

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 04:25:33 GMT

What is your name?: Lindsey Leigh Carter
Are you named after anyone?: some great UNCLE...i'm named after a man...explains things, eh?
What's your screename?: GlamPrincess06
Would you name a child of yours after you?: i'm not goin to...my kids r gonna have names that no other person has..:)
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Mitchell...but uh...obviously my brother got it? lol
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: none really..
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: they always do Lindsay
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: nah, it sounds better together
Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight...
Single?: *sigh* yes i will always be..
If not, do you want to be?: yeah...but i want it with people i actually care about and the only person i really care about hates me right now...or some shit..i dunno bother him
Birthdate:: December 22, 1987
Your age:: 16
Age you act:: depends on my mood, i can be totally immature or i can be the most mature person in a group
Age you wish you were: 21....
Your height:: 5'7''
Eye color:: green
Happy with it?: i love my eyes
Hair color:: brown
Happy with it?: its neat
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: my mom and my brother
Your family:: mom and dad erin and mitch
Have any pets?: jordan and summer
Whats your job?: i sell fruits and veggies at the wonderful southside produce
Piercings?: ears..carly wants me to get my tongue pierced but i am so scared
Tattoos?: never..so unattractive
Obsessions?: hmm
Addictions?: hmm
Do you speak another language?: french a lil
Have a favorite quote?: sure do
Do you have a webpage?: nay

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: i try
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: i try
Do you have any secrets?: a lot
Do you hate yourself?: i dont hate ymself but i hate some choices that i've made
Do you like your handwriting?: when i try
Do you have any bad habits?: smokin, drinkin, bein a bitch...uh..i dunno
What is the compliment you get from most people?: this man that sells dryed fruit to southside says i'm the most beautiful young lady hes ever seen, and he told my sis that about me too..but yeah hes the only person thats ever said that.. lol.. i get told i have pretty eyes tho
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Mother Fucker
What's your biggest fear?: death
Can you sing?: i'm gonna try out for american idol..lmao..and carly said she would not do it with me :(...haha
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: uh..i do impersonations sometimes and i'm sure i look pretty cool when i do that..:)
Are you a loner?: nah..i've gotten out of that in the past couple years and i talk to a lot of people i dont know...
What are your #1 priorities in life?: me..lol..being all that i can beeeeeee
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: o's hells yeah, i'm so cool..lol
Are you a daredevil?: not really
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i care too much about people and end up gettin hurt really bad
Are you passive or agressive?: either or
Do you have a journal?: yeah
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: my greatest strength is my ability to not judge people my weakness is once again caring too much about me
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: uh..my temper..lol that goes out to any1 who has ever gotten one of my angry drunken voicemails
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: i regret not spending more time with my dad cuz now its too late and i really feel like i dont have a dad i just have a friend that i call dad..
Do you think life has been good so far?: life has been shit with intervals of good times but good times that ended up not really bein good times cuz they were lies in some way...hmm
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont believe everything u're told..and make up rules for urself
What do you like the most about your body?: i like my ass..i get the most attention for that.. :)
And least?:uh...my legs
Do you think you are good looking?: i'm cute
Are you confident?: i'm confident when i want to be
What is the fictional character you are most like?: uh..dunno
Are you perceived wrongly?: fuckin yeah

Do You...
Smoke?: more than necessary
Do drugs?: more than i should
Read the newspaper?: no
Pray?: i should more
Go to church?: me and carly need to start back
Talk to strangers who IM you?: yeah, i made one of my closest friends that way
Sleep with stuffed animals?: not any more...i use to be attached
Take walks in the rain?: one of my favorite things to do...
Talk to people even though you hate them?: i seem to do that more..lol..just cuz i like to piss them off like that kid in my 5th hour
Drive?: yeah
Like to drive fast?: i go to court for my ticket on thursday

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: no..my voice is annoying
Hurt yourself?: i hurt myself a lot i'm the clumsiest mother fucker in the world
Been out of the country?: i am so goin to..fuckin senior trip bias...
Eaten something that made other people sick?: meredith gets grossed out if u eat chicekn or seafood in front of her...so yeah
Been in love?: i thought so...but really...what is love? lol so cliche
Done drugs?: yeah
Gone skinny dipping?: yeah
Had a medical emergency?: yeah
Had surgery?: nope
Ran away from home?: yeah i did a lot last year and stayed at merediths..weird..
Played strip poker?: lol a frat guy taught me how to play poker this summer..thank god it wasnt strip poker cuz i sucked terribly
Gotten beaten up?: not in a...mean way
Beaten someone up?: nah
Been picked on?: yeah...i still get picked on for what i use to look like...lol
Been on stage?: yeah
Slept outdoors?: yeah
Thought about suicide?: yeah
Pulled an all nighter?: i remember once me and carly took a shitload of energy pills and meredith told us to go jog cuz we were annoying...and we got wind burnt cuz it was so cold..lol.. and i ended up goin home cuz i couldnt fall asleep
If yes, what is your record?: i dunno
Gone one day without food?: hahahahahaha no
Talked on the phone all night?: i use to a lot...with like one person and then sometimes me and wade would lol those were fun
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yeah...lots...when i use to go over to chads when he'd finally call me..i'd fall asleep there...uh..me and joel always seem to share a bed ummmm with taylor but carly said we did look pretty cute when she came and woke me up..i would admit that was the most comfortable i had ever slept with some1.. and then of course theres micah
Slept all day?: o yesh me and mattie use to sleep till like 7
Killed someone?: doy and i got my mother fuckin tear tatoos
Made out with a stranger?: lol yeah on bourbon i got a rose and then this other guy stayed around for a while and gave me his number which was on a business card...he was a car salesman from washington state....so he had to be like 26 or something..lol
Had sex with a stranger?: stranger...
Thought you're going crazy?: geez yeah
Kissed the same sex?: lol yeah
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: bleh no
Been betrayed?: yeah
Had a dream that came true?: yeah
Broken the law?: yeah..dude oral sex is illegal
Met a famous person?: hmm i dont think so
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: nah
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yeah..but only cuz i didnt think it would make a big deal by tellin the person i told
Stolen anything?: haha yeah lots of things..things people shouldnt even steal..lol
Been on radio/tv?: uh..no
Been in a mosh-pit?: accidentally
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: nope
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah..but it build on to it every time

Beliefs
Believe in life on other planets?: i dont know
Miracles?: yeah
Astrology?: no
Magic?: no
God?: yeah
Satan?: yeah
Santa?: who doesn't?
Ghosts?: yeah
Luck?: no
Love at first sight?: yeah...i'm a sap
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yeah
Witches?: yeah
Easter bunny?: nah
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: not in this day...
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: nah
Do you wish on stars?: every time i see a shooting one

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: i think i do
Do you think God has a gender?: yes
Do you believe in organized religion?: uh...yeah
Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven or hell

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yeah
Who is your best friend?: uh...carly/meredith/uh..i dont really know
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: uh...me
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: *shrugs*
Your favourite inside joke?: dunno
Thing you're picked on most about?: my appetite..lol i eat more than any1 else in the world
Who's your longest known friend?: mattie
Newest?: i dont really know...
Shyest?: none of my friends r shy really
Funniest?: carly and meredith make me laugh most
Sweetest?: me...duh
Closest?: carly and meredith recently...
Weirdest?: we all have our strong subjects
Ditziest?: me probably
Friends you miss being close to the most?: people that dont miss being close to me
Last person you talked to online?: ralph
Who do you talk to most online?: ralph and i dunno
Who are you on the phone with most?: carly cuz i really dont know..lol..and no one
Who do you trust most?: i dunno
Who listens to your problems?: i complain most to either carly or meredith
Who do you fight most with?: kid in my 5th hour..lol
Who's the nicest?: they're all bitches and they know it too
Who's the most outgoing?: carly
Who's the best singer?: haha
Who's on your shit-list?: all u mother fuckers and u will all die
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: like all my guy friends sometime in my mind a sex thought has passed through this mind
Who's your second family?: matties i love her mom and its fun to mess with her dad
Do you always feel understood?: no
Who's the loudest friend?: carly
Do you trust others easily?: too easily which causes me to not trust them later
Who's house were you last at?: my grandmas
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: does it matter now?
Do your friends know you?: they know me well enough.
Friend that lives farthest away:: ralphie ralph

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no...
What do you find romantic?: i like the small things.. like i thought it was so cute that carly bought rodney a fish and set the stuff up in his room thats cute and its small..and yeah
Turn-on?: guys with feelings
Turn-off?: liars
First kiss?: still is nameless only to be known by those closest to me
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: flattered unless they always bothered me
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: mucho grande
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: i dont really give a damn i ask guys to do stuff with me all the time..
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yeah..lol but his personality made his very attractive to me and he wasnt physically unattractive he just wasnt gorgeous...
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i dunno...if they do they dont really act on it
What is best about the opposite sex?: eyes..bone structure..:)
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: the fact that they only want ass
What's the last present someone gave you?: i dont get presents..lol
Are you in love?: heh
Do you consider your significant other hot? i dont have ooonenenenenenene

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: scary ghost in my hall
You wanted to kill?: cody..cuz he bothers me
That you laughed at?: carly cuz we went out to eat and it was her birthday............not really but we wanted pie
That laughed at you?: carly cuz she said every1 was laughin at my stretch marks..lol
That turned you on?: me
You went shopping with?: uh...carly?
That broke your heart?: cody
To disappoint you?: mommy..she took cake to work instead of home
To ask you out?: some dude at work
To make you cry?: oprah
To brighten up your day?: carly
That you thought about?: some1 i shouldnt think about so i wont even say his name
You saw a movie with?: my sister
You talked to on the phone?: ralph
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: ralph
You saw?: my mom
You lost?: i got lost in new orleans...

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: nope
Or some random person?: nope
What are you wearing right now?: jeans a navy shirt
Body part you're touching right now:: my finger
What are you worried about right now?: makin up work at school tomorrow
What book are you reading?: a lesson before dying
What's on your mousepad?: a kitty in a hammock
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: tired, bored, lonely, worried, nervous
Are you bored?: yes
Are you tired?: yes
Are you talking to anyone online?: yes
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: i keep sending text messages back and forth
Are you lonely or content?: lonely
Are you listening to music?: wedding dress by derek webb

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 02:52:13 GMT

school started today....i do believe its gonna be better than any other year. for one thing i started the year with a whole different attitude..an attitude of actually givin a damn... so who knows i might go to school this year :). but i like my schedule better.....i like my teachers better. AND I JUST CANT BELIEVE I'M ALMOST DOOOOOOOOOONE. makes me sad yet i still cant believe it. i still feel like i'm in 8th grade but i'm a damn junior..which means only a short amount of time left for me. woosh. anyways...so i'm all set.. i do believe i am gonna do awesome this year...i'm hopin i'm still in beta which is pretty much sayin, i hope mrs. dider recorded the points she was suppose to give me at the end of the year last year. something tells me i'm not gonna be in beta. lol.

by the way, i dont give a damn about many people any more. not a bad thing, i just know most people arent there for me so i'm gonna stop bein there for them. i'm a bitch YES! but i've been walked on far too many times and yep..not gonna happen any more...

ANYWAYS...so long and farewell till next time i write.

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 04:23:17 GMT

i hate boys. i hate how people dont have enough balls to answer my phone calls. I HATE LIARS.

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 06:26:08 GMT

tonight was neato...me and meredith got kitties from some black dude that was swimmin at joeys apartment...and then on the way home we stop at a gas station cuz meredith wanted a coke..and this dude comes up to my window and hes like "arent u lindsey? u remember me?" and i was like "hmm..no...but i am lindsey" and blah blah he began to tell me where he lived and i was like i have no idea who u r blah blah..and he was like "o sorry" and walked away well when meredith got done gettin her drink she came to the car and the guy came back and goes "do u have a job?" and i was like "no" and he was like "need one?" and i was like "yeah" and he gave me a gentlemens club business card and told me how i could make $1500 on average a week...lol and then i told him i was 16...meredith laughed hard took the card from me and said she was gonna call when shes 18...MEREDITH IS GONNA BE A STRIPPER WOO HOO

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 05:34:09 GMT

since i now know that u read my journal entries pretty regularly, i can write them straight to u. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND ONE THING U DO. if u like me, like me...if u dont, THEN STOP PLAYING WITH ME. the shit u're doin to me is unneccesary but whats even more unneccesary is when u call me back the next day and act like u never did anything wrong and that i in some way did. thats fucked up. yeah..i may of fucked up our relationship once... but how many times have u fucked it up? but we dont talk about what u do, right... it sucks tho..it really does. as mad as i am right now and as much as i am trying to hate u... i cant..becuz u really are the only one i truely care about right now.

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 02:19:40 GMT

i'm through dealin with that stupid son of a bitch that has been ruining the past couple weeks of my life. time to move on, find some1 who actually gives a shit about people other than themselves. hard to find in this damn area tho.

on another note, i'm grounded and i dont for how long.

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 07:51:32 GMT

Using your current initials, choose a different name for yourself:
Lola Leontine Christensen

If you were born outside of your era, when would you want to be born and why?
in the victorian era so i can wear those pretty dresses

If you ran a store, what would you sell/have?
i'd sell dumb shit like love potions and other things that give people false hope.. AND WATER BRAS! lol

What part in a movie would you love to play?
the girl that makes all the right decisions

In your opinion, why do people suck?
becuz they think they know too much. they never put themselves in other peoples positions

If you had your own state, what would you put on your new quarter?
a rose

What's your biggest guilty pleasure dealing with music?
hanson..mmbop lol carly knows bout that guilty pleasure.

What's the oldest article of clothing you own?
my shirt from first grade..the live oak eagles one :)

What piece of furniture have you replaced the most? i never really replace furniture..i guess u'd have to say whole bedroom sets cuz i never just get one piece replace..we replace it all.

What type of art do you think more people should support?
porn

What instrument do you wish you could be more than great at?
the piano, i love the pianooooo

Record, Tape, or CD?
cd, i'm not very patient so its easier to just skip songs i dont like and yeah..

What's the best part of your favorite movie?
lol..no ones seen my favorite movie... but its at the end where they say "Though nothing can bring back the hour Of splendour in the grass, of glory in the flower; we will grieve not, rather find strength in what remains behind". cuz by then u're already crying and it just sums up the whole movie..i dunno its great.

What do you think is the most over-rated candy ever?
snickers, they fuckin suck.

If you were writing out your will, who would you give your CD collection to?
my sissy since she has most of them any way.

If you could only debate two topics the rest of your life, what would they be?
why cuss words arent really bad and HOW I AM AWESOME GIRLFRIEND MATERIAL.

Out of your friends, who would you say you are most jealous of, artistically?
melissa

Most jealous of... cerebrally?
uh...melissa

Most jealous of... socially?
carly, she can talk to any body. she hooks me up with guys at red lights.. lol cuz u know i wouldnt start talkin to them. i'm so shy :)

What do you collect?
disappointments

What is broken that you have, that you wish was fixed?
MY DAMN HEART, ya sonovabitch. tehe.

What do you do when you're home sick?
make elaborate meals for myself and throw away the leftovers so no one else can eat it :)

Why does this survey suck?
becuz i had to resort to it

Why does this survey rock?
its keepin me occupied

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 04:11:13 GMT

it sucks to like so one so much when they barely return the feelings. he says he likes me...but he doesnt act like it at all. i dunno, i just feel like i've wasted a lot of time but i cant move on. i've liked him for a very long time and just now really started to realize it. i just wish i could go back and change all the things that make people look at me negatively...but i cant. all i can say is that, i've made mistakes..every1 does. but from those mistakes a gained a shitload of knowledge and now i know better and i wouldnt do those things again. AHHH I JUST WANT A CHANCE.

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 07:06:36 GMT

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::: Lindsey Leigh Carter
Birthplace ::: Baton Rouge, LA. Woman's Hospital beeeyotch.
Age ::: the good age fo 16
Age you act ::: hmm...not old..
Current location ::: Watson, LA..hmm
Eye color ::: green green green
Hair color ::: roasted chestnut..lol
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: i'm a righty
Zodiac sign? ::: capricorn
Height? ::: 5'6''
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::: hmm...i've got indian..uh..irish..uh...other things..lol
Your hair ::: a very annoying cut to have when its humid and things begin to curl up..but uh...to the middle of my back-like and uh...bang-like things that go to my nose
Your fears ::: death, bein forgotten
Your perfect room ::: kind of like my room is now...but i want ivy goin around the perimeter..and i want a bathroom in it...with a bathtub like my moms ( one of those old ones that have the legs )
What you practically do in a day ::: sleep, shower, drink, smoke
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: nigs
Phrases you overuse ::: like my dick ( i dont really know y)
Your first thought when you wake up ::: oh, because i have the same thought every morning.
Your greatest accomplishment ::: saying no to a guy..2 guys in fact muahahahahaha
Something you want to do ::: have a relationship with a guy
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: bleh on both..if i drink carbonation its in the form of that of which is dr. pepper
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: mcdonalds breakfast o yeah
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: i love my brriiiittnnneeeyyy
Chocolate or vanilla ::: vanilla
Adidas or Nike ::: i dont wear either? i havent worn like...shoes shoes in a long time.
Black or white :::white
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: biiiills, even tho i always pay with coins :)
Burgers or hot dogs ::: hooooooooot doooooooooooogs
Egypt or France ::: france, of course
Rock or rap ::: either one, it really depends on what my mood is
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: yeah, too much in fact
Cuss ::: indeed
Sing well ::: it gets worse with each cigarette
Sing in the shower ::: sometimes
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: i do just to be stupid..or to hear how funny my voice is
Believe in yourself ::: i believe i can....do some things
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: usually yeah but tonight i dont really have shit to say
Play an instrument ::: ha...piano..and not well
Want to go to college? ::: yeah...
Want to get married? ::: itd be ok but i prob wont becuz of divorce statistics and the fact that its gay..lol
Want to have children? ::: yeah, i do...
Think you're a health freak? ::: hahahahahaha, me?
Get along with your parents ::: until the other night...yeah it was goin good
Get along with your siblings? ::: better than i use to
Think you're popular ::: nay
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: nope
Drank alchohal ::: yes yes
Smoke ::: yeah
Get high ::: hmm...maybe
Done any drugs ::: maybe
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: i dont like how oreos get stuck in ur teeth..so i dont really eat them
Been on stage ::: no
Gone skinny dipping ::: no
Been dumped ::: havent dated any1 in the last month to be dumped..but i have been disappointed
Dyed your hair ::: nay
Stolen anything ::: hehehehe
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: every1 has their moments
Loudest ::: merediths pretty loud when shes drunk...but carlys pretty loud sober..lol
Most shy ::: i'm shy bout a lot of things, carly makes fun of me when guys hit on me..cuz i dont know what to say..
Blondest ::: uh..in hair color..meredith
Smartest ::: melissa
Kindest ::: kind? tehehehe
Best personality ::: every1s personalities have their good qualities
Most talented ::: i didnt think any of them were talented..lol kiddin..but i dunno
Best singer ::: my fuckin brother...lmao i'm kiddin but i dunno
Most ghetto ::: me..and carly
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: the drunken meredith
Pain in the ass ::: mattie..cuz she doesnt wanna stay in town with moi
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: mattie again..for leavin
Funniest ::: every1s drunken side
Best person for advice ::: my cat
Dependable ::: my cat
Trustworthy ::: my cat
Druggie ::: most of 'em..nah..hmm
Most likely to end up in jail ::: meredith...stealin mayun
Person you've known the longest ::: mattie
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: me fallin in love with a guy with aids
Last nightmare ::: those ones about gettin stalked
Car ride ::: today with carly..we went to walmart lookin like shit
Last time you cried ::: last night
Last movie seen ::: i watched forces of nature today
Last movie rented ::: hmm i dont remember
Last book read ::: i dont remember
Last word said ::: yeah
Last curse word said ::: shit
Last time you laugh ::: on the phone with carly early cuz she said "i'll intimidate it tomorrow" instead of "i'll immitate it tomorrow"
Last phone call ::: carly
Last CD played ::: some burnt one my bro made
Last song you listened to ::: derek webb- wedding dress
Last annoyance ::: hunger
Last IM ::: xOmAtTiElAyNeXo: matt is matt. lol
Last weird encounter ::: all my encounters r weird
Last person you hugged ::: carly
Last person you yelled at ::: mom
Last time you wore a skirt ::: saturday
Last time you've been evil ::: tonight
Sarcastic? ::: tonight
Last time you fought with your parents ::: this morning
Last time you wished upon a star ::: on my birthday
Played Truth or Dare ::: sometime in middle school..
Spent quality time alone ::: today
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: yes
Do you feel lonely ::: not really
Ever TP'd someone's house ::: yeah i've got scars from like every time
How about egging someone's house ::: yeah
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: mk
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: go shortay its yer birfday
Yo Momma ::: prob
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: i did eat the person next to me
What do you think of George Bush? ::: uh..i guess hes neat
Any secret fetishes? ::: i like to bite...but thats suddenly not a secret any more
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: i'm sure itd look neat
How many languages do you speak? ::: one..and uh..stupid shit in french
Damn.. are your fingers tired? nay
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::: idc